Rainbows I see,
Colours I hear,
But deep underneath
I wail in fear.
Withered and wet.
The struggles I faced
Speak i do, with a heavy heart;
The faces behind the masks haunts me far.
Vexed I am of late with fears,
Of dreams crumbling,
Of unseen tears.
Friends I have ,but are they friends?
Questions my heart as it sulks instead.
Angels are demons,
Narcissists' in sight.
Breaking and broke,
I scream beneath,
Utopian world-thou have kept me alive;-
Oxygen for my soul
When it fights to survive.
Questioning the rules ,I get killed-
By mundane logic and geriatric dreams.
Depressed am I;
Sanity screaming for satiety,
Gets answered with plight!!
Although the folk have turned their backs,
Shattered pieces lay intact.
Hoping Newton's Third law won't fail this time.
Hitting back hard is all I think,
To the walls and people who made me steel.
Win I must for I deserve quite a few,
With my new brother "Vendetta" as it guides me still!!
Winning battles, slashing pain;
Uncorked dreams, dancing in pain!
Show them i must,
For Their beauty is divine,As glorious fights compensate my cries.